Beautiful Obsession

This page is for you, Daniel. You're by far the warmest, most loving, most beautiful person, that I have ever met. You inspire me further every day that goes by. I live for you and for every smile that crosses your face. You feed my soul. You make me feel like a goddess. I'm sincerely honored that I will soon be bearing your name. The best future I can think of for myself, is one within your arms' length. I love you.
- Jolene

You've Inspired Me

Again

We're never going to be lonely again
We're going to find our smiles again
I'm going to find you again
I'm going to take you by the hand
And take you home with me
Back in my room
Back underneath the lights
Back where we belong

Deep

Is it fate that brought you to me
I feel the changes happening
Like the falling leaves, my soul comes unraveling before you
Like the tears I try to keep
Taken to me, some kind of softness
Feathery-light, starry-eyed
Soft sighs that keep me throughout the night
My heart bleeds
Screaming and deperate, by the need to be near yours
By my breath, torn into two
Weaks hands hold up to you, all that I am
Beyond my confusion, dumbfounded colors
Everchanging within the four corners of here and nothingness
I whisper, "You've figured me out"
Help me figure it out
I hold before my eyes, a blurry likeness of you
I pour it all back into my head
I whisper, "I'll be home soon"

Depressed

We lay awake without words
And I sense you drifting
It's going to take so long to get back to this
It's all coming so fast
I push my tears back into the light parts of me
My fears take place
The time crawls until you wake
Days near, until you fly away
I smile, to prevent falling apart
Looks like we're going back to start
Even with you here, I tell myself months not years
It just seems longer somehow

Dream

A soft fog escapes his lips
It drifts up and seems to frame his face
What can I cling to now, with you gone
He leans back, leans against nothing
Some sort of glowing warmth holds him in place
I patch up the sky
To find the shade of your eyes
I try to place it
The exact look on your face
I pull back the covers
And try to keep it in my head
If it's possible to have you here with me, god let me sleep

Smile

With each day our love grows stronger
A bond too thick to be cut
In me, you plant your seed of trust
Each day you dig a little deeper
Help me live forever
Wrap your arms around me
Let me lose myself in your eyes
Let me evolve through you
And I'll be happy
The meaning of each day
Everything I can be
Reflects in your smile

The Core

I'll allow the gloss coating
If you'll let me shine in your sky
You know you polish up well
If I shine bright enough maybe I can too
Maybe I can get beside yourself
The sun brings us back down
Still a bit high from being able to use the phrase
It shines straight down, illuminating everything equally
When it shines on you, it makes me smile
Never dreamed it could be like this
The kind of dream you want to press between silk
And put it in a tape loop
To sleep on it again
These feelings you given me
Nothing less than gift-wrapped
The ribbons tie into my soul
Beneath skin and bone
Just outside
My heart but a canvas
With your name embroidered across, then over again
In big fluffy lettering, yet delicate
As if it'd come off soft to the touch
The color berry stained and permanent
Careless and beautiful
Not unlike your eyes
The light carries them back for miles
With a woven calming sense of energy
That encaptures me
Into an ultimate reality on a loose leash
Inside a womb of velvet-lined cushioning
A deeper comfort in being secure...
In your arms
We can sink beneath the surface
Cause the setting doesn't matter anymore
We sink together, to rise our highest within the core

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Lost inbetween worlds
It all came carelessly crashing down tonight
I try to reach you
Lost in your light
Without hope
Drawn to the blood I've shed
I'm alright, I sense you're still alive
Right awake with me
I can't breath
But your face takes the pain away